Title: Pregnant Mulder (3/?)
Author: Bertie
Date: 3/28/01
Fandom: X-Files
Pairing: M/Sk
Category: Schmoop, with a side order of angst
Rating: PG-13
Status: WIP
Archive: yes
Feedback: bertie45@altavista.com
Series/Sequel: 3/?
Notes: Special love and high fives to my lovely beta, the Goddess
Michele, without whom this would be pure crap:-)
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Krycek was ticked off. He was sitting in the middle of a ton of
paperwork that he had finally found in the bottom of a locked cabinet
hidden in the last known residence of the smoking man. Included in the
mess of files was everything from Walter Skinner's birth date to CSM's
real name. Krycek could not have cared less about the true identity of
the black lunged bastard, but he had to begrudgingly give the
son-of-a-bitch credit for keeping his records so well organized.
This was one of the good things about leaving the FBI as quickly and
easily as he had --no paperwork. "Sometimes the paperwork comes to
find you," he told himself bitterly.
"Aha!" he thought when he came across information on Scully, muttering
the words aloud without realizing it. "I must be getting warmer. At
least with this I can maybe bribe the red head into releasing some
info..." A part of his libido woke up at the idea of seeing the short
doctor again. "She definitely is aging gracefully, better than a
certain former partner of mine," He shook his head remembering the
monstrosity that had greeted him at Skinner's apartment.
There, in a mix of boring papers about Skinner's nanocytes and the box
scores from a dozen different World Series games, was a reference to
having a child...a child that was of good strong Spender
stock...Krycek cringed at what he read. He knew he could use this
information. He put the paperwork into his duffle bag and was about to
shove the rest of it away when something caught his eye. There was a
key that he hadn't noticed before hanging up on the side of the
cabinet. "The man was slicker than an oilien..." he thought, and then
shivered at the memory of the black worms that had infected him. He
still had nightmares about it and that missile silo. He quickly
grabbed the key and, after determining that there were no locks in the
room into which it would fit, he pocketed it. He looked around some
more, making sure there was nothing left of any use to him, then left,
shaking off the last claustrophobic oilien thoughts and wondering what
he now held the key to.
******
Dana was practically giddy at the thought of having a whole day off.
Spending time with little Jenny was so thrilling. Having the busy life
of a family practitioner was not always so rewarding when it came to
spending time with her family. She sighed wistfully, wondering if some
day she would be able to have the complete family she longed for, with
a husband and a house of her own. She loved the support her mother and
brother had given her but they were not the best substitute for the
fuller and richer environment a father could offer to her child. She
knew there were plenty of single mothers who didn't even have any
family at all to help and she wondered how they managed. She felt
thoroughly selfish for wanting more and she wished she could be
thankful for what she had. She shut her eyes thinking of what it would
have been like to be with Mulder in a house in the suburbs with a cat
and a dog...being with him and Jenny together, growing as a family,
growing together. She had fantasized of that a lot during her
pregnancy and afterwards...Then when Mulder had been returned, her
concentration and concerns had been solely on helping Mulder to heal,
and she had set aside her domestic dreams. But it had been so hard.if
Skinner hadn't been there to help her out-she didn't even want to
think of that.
As she shook her head to release her mind from its dark musings there
was a knocking on her apartment door. She looked over at Jenny
playing with her toys with a mother's instinctive concern before
answering the door.
"Out!" she growled out as low and menacingly as she could, hoping not
to upset Jenny, even as she wondered if shooting the bastard at the
door would distress her child as much as it would relieve her.
"Sorry, my dear, but there is something I must show you."
The velvet voice did nothing to soothe her nerves.
"Krycek, first of all, I am not your dear, and second of all, this is
one of the few times I have to be with my child!"
"Jenny won't mind me...I'm good with kids..."
"No--I don't believe you, please get your leg out of the door and
go..." Her voice was pleading as she pushed futilely at the door he
was holding open, and she sensed Jenny coming over to take a look at
the funny man in the door way. "Jenny, go and play--"
She was cut off abruptly when Krycek pushed the door open and swooped
Jenny up in his good arm.
"Hey, sweetheart. I'm Uncle Alex and I've come to speak to your mother
for a short while..."
Dana just stared in frustration as Alex played house with her child,
and did a pretty good job of it too, if Jenny's giggles were any
indication. She was horrified with herself when she thought the baby
looked good in his arms, and then wondered how she'd look in them
herself.
"Shit, I need to get laid!" she growled to herself, angry at her
thoughts and afraid for her baby.
"Baby," Jenny called to her baby doll and Krycek bent and picked up
the doll and let her hold it.
"Come on, sweetie. I will take you to your playpen," his silky voice
was strangely soft and seemed to hold less than it's usual malice as
he spoke to Jenny.
He took her over to the playpen and set her in it, distracting her
until she was busy playing before leaving her. He suddenly took a
handkerchief out of his pocket and sneezed loudly into it once, twice,
then put it away and muttered snuffling: "Damn allergies..."
Dana just stared at him as if he had suddenly turned into Jeremiah
Smith.
He shrugged, seeming embarrassed. "I seem to be allergic to babies..."
She snorted looking at him incredulously, "I think you are allergic to
responsibility!"
He smiled. "Probably, but there really is something here that I have
to show you. Something about the paternity of your child and her
genetic makeup."
Dana sighed loudly, wondering what he was up to despite the small
thawing of her emotions. "Fine...would you like anything? Tea, coffee,
a cookie?" She laughed out loud when she said that, realizing that
once you became a mom, you never stopped, even when your child wasn't
with you.
She motioned him over to the living room where there were toys
scattered liberally across the floor, and a plate of cookies on the
coffee table. He ignored her offer of a drink, he stepped over the
toys, and he moved the plate of cookies aside to spread the papers
from his duffle bag onto the table.
"This is something you will be highly interested in, Dana."
Dana put her hands on her hips looking down at the paperwork, ignoring
for the moment the familiarity. "And you want to tell me about
whatever this is for what? An exchange of information about Mulder?"
He smiled as sweetly as he remembered how to, hoping to sway her.
"Well, yes, but then again, I wonder if you could really tell me
anything significant." He pulled the key out of his pocket and held it
out for her to look at. "I found this in with the files, and I'm
wondering if this will get me more information about Mulder than you
could provide. We need to know what he was going through, and for what
purpose -why the aliens nabbed him, and what effect it's having on him
now. I, or possibly, we could find the lock this key fits into and-"
She stared at the key, stunned, and gasped, "Krycek, where did you get
that?"
"You recognize it?"
She nodded, but wasn't sure if she should tell the rat bastard any
thing more, no matter that his eyes were causing strange flutterings
in her stomach that were becoming more and more difficult to ignore.
*~~~*
Mulder groaned in pain and frustration. He hated that he was bloated
and fat and he wanted nothing more than to just sleep all day. How
dare Walter not understand him when he said he was too tired to get up
and go get the newspaper in the morning? In the past 3 days someone
had swiped Skinner's morning paper and, as Walter had been out of
town, he had expected to come home and be able to catch up on the
news. When he discovered that Mulder hadn't managed to retrieve the
paper before the mystery thief could abscond with it, he was upset,
maybe more than was warranted. Frankly, Mulder could have cared less
about the stupid things.
"If you want the paper that badly, go see Frohike.he keeps them
stacked up in his room. I think he has every issue dating all the way
back to 1990," Mulder had told him when he complained, trying to sound
nonchalant about it and coming off slightly peevish instead. "You
could at least kiss me, or am I that repulsive to you now?" he whined
to his lover.
"Oh, babe, I am so sorry. I have missed you." He put strong arms
around Mulder to emphasize his point. " I just didn't think. You know
I like to look at the paper. I couldn't read the New England Herald,
it's just not the same as the Washington Post."
Mulder finally got his 'I'm home and I missed you' kiss, and then
there was a knock at the door, and Walter went over to answer it.
Mulder watched his strong, muscular lover's backside, felt a sudden
unexpected rush of lust, and wished he had the energy to sneak over
and give it a squeeze. He froze when he heard the neighbor's voice
come wafting through the door.
"Mista Skinna, I am so glad to see you safe and sound back from your
trip. I have kept your newspapers over at ma place. I hope you don't
mind," she lisped thickly.
Mulder was certain the old bat loved to spit on people, which was why
she kept that ridiculous heavy southern drawl. He knew for a fact that
"Miss Eloise Weatherby" had been married at least three times and
moved about ten times more than that all over the states. He had
looked into her background with the aide of a certain old friend,
namely, Frohike, when he noticed her continually coming by to see
Skinner as often as she could, and often with no particular reason at
all...
'The damn bitch thinks she can steal Walter away from me. Ha!' He
thought. 'I will show her!' For a moment he was surprised by the harsh
jealous streak that ripped through him, but then he felt more
frustration than envy as he sighed and realized that he didn't even
have the strength to get up and prove to the witch how much Skinner
was in love with him and no one else. A glance down at his ever
increasing bulk, and he added disgust and a little self pity to the
stew of his emotions. Having nothing left to wear that felt
comfortable, he had simply draped himself in Walter's robe, which was
loose even on the larger man. Walter told him it looked great and had
given him permission to wear it whenever he wanted, but now, as he ran
a hand over his thickening middle, he thought the hunter green
terrycloth made him look somehow deformed and slightly amphibious.
'I probably look like a fat bullfrog next to her,' he thought
bitterly. 'And a fat pregnant bullfrog at that.'
He sighed and waited until Walter extricated himself from the
neighbor's clutches, thanking her profusely, telling her he was very
glad she kept them for him, and how kind it was of her. Mulder rolled
his eyes as he listened to his lover pour on the charm. 'Yeah, I know,
Walter, rub it in some more, why don't you!' He thought unkindly.
Rationally, he knew that Walter's courtly act was simply his way of
being polite to the old girl, and that his lover's concern for the
feelings of others was one of the many things that made him so special
to him, but at this point, he really didn't feel like being rational.
When Walter turned around, slightly flushed and smiling, Mulder
growled, "Why don't you just go over there and put her out of her
misery once and for all, Walter."
"Fox, what are you talking about?"
"I know you want to sleep with her. And she practically takes your
clothes off with her eyes."
"Don't be ridiculous, Fox! Aside from the fact that she is at least 10
years older than I am, what would I want with her anyway? And how do
you know what she does if you aren't there to see?"
"Because I can tell!" Mulder grumped.
Walter shook his head. "Baby, you just need to relax-"
Mulder staggered up on his spindly legs and 'bopped' Walter on the
nose. There was no other word for it. It wasn't a slap, or a hard
right, or anything resembling a boxing move. It was a 'bop.'
"Do not tell me to relax, damn it! I know what I heard just now, and I
know what she is like around you all the time, simpering and pouting
like some second rate Scarlett. You can't hide that! You like it, I
can tell"
"Mulder, there is nothing to hide." Taking Mulder's hands, Walter
tried to ease him back into the new chair that he'd had delivered
especially for his pregnant lover, the recliner with the built in
massager. He didn't know if it would help, but it most certainly
couldn't hurt, and he really wanted only the best for Mulder,
physically and mentally, during this incredibly odd and wonderful
time.
"Stop placating me, Walter. The way you're defending her, it's almost
like you are sleeping with her!"
Skinner couldn't stop the laugh that slipped out of him at the thought
of himself in an amorous embrace with the old lady next door, and got
bopped in the nose again. Skinner knew this was just Mulder, highly
frustrated and emotionally fragile, because the bops were little more
than love taps. They actually sent his libido soaring in a way he
remembered from chokeholds past.
"Mulder, if you don't stop, I don't think I can be responsible for my
actions." The warning was growled, but the smile remained intact, and
his eyes darkened in sudden arousal, but Mulder was in the throes of a
serious tantrum, and failed to notice.
"Ha! You are an FBI AD, being responsible for your actions and the
actions of your subordinates is-"
Mulder's tirade was cut off by a mouthful of Skinner tongue. Mulder
melted for just a moment but the minute Skinner's mouth pulled away,
he continued again, albeit after a second or two to regain his breath.
"And then there's the fact that every time you see her, you always
want to fuck me, Walter! Every time she comes over you are as randy as
a goat afterwards! What's that all about?"
"That's because of how jealous you get, it's so hot!"
Mulder laughed. "Yeah, I believe that one. How many times did you tell
Mrs. Skinner that?"
Skinner winced. He hated when Fox referred to his ex-wife as Mrs.
Skinner. But he realized it was just jealousy, that he was getting
over emotional from all the hormones in his body, and chances were it
would get worse before it got better... Scully had sat him down the
first time the hormones had turned Mulder into a raving shrew and
explained in great detail the effects of hormones from pregnancy on
normal, healthy women. But on a man, she had warned, and a man with
what Mulder had been through, it was definitely going to get worse.
Skinner had groaned at the news, but he knew there was little or
nothing he could do. It was up to him to keep Mulder as happy and
healthy as he could, just thinking about the new life that was a part
of both of them currently forming in his lover's body was enough to
make him do anything in his power for the man in his life.
"Would you rather we were married, Fox?"
Mulder laughed. "And what? I become Mrs. Skinner?"
"Don't be ridiculous, Fox. I would be Mrs. Mulder, of course." He got
a smile for that, and was pleased, but still concerned. "I just wish
you weren't so.upset or worried. I love you and only you, baby."
Mulder was mollified, but only slightly. He sighed heavily, pressing
himself against the strong muscular body still half holding him
upright and continued, "I just wish this was all over with and we
could go back to normal."
Skinner smiled softly and gave him a gentle kiss on the forehead. "I
don't think that will be possible, Fox. You are going to have a baby
and we will have to take care of it."
Mulder groaned, not even wanting to contemplate that.
The phone rang and Skinner felt like the bell, able to take a moment
away from the minefield that was his lover's emotions right now, saved
him.
"Skinner," he answered.
"Sir, may I please speak to Mulder?" Dana's voice was a little
tremulous.
"Dana, is everything all right?"
She said automatically, "Everything's fine, Walter. Um, I just need to
ask him a question."
"Ok. Here he is." He handed the phone to Mulder who took it anxiously.
"Dana, is Jenny OK?"
"Jenny's fine, Mulder. She's having a ball playing with Krycek."
"What?!" he shrieked, pulling away from Walter's comforting arms.
"Calm down, Mulder. I am sure your neighbors would be grateful. Or at
least their dogs will be!"
"Why is Krycek playing with our baby, Dana?" he asked impatiently
through his gritted teeth trying to stay calm when all he could feel
was the insane urge to beat his former partner to death with the phone
he held in a white-knuckled death grip.
"Mulder, he came here with some information from Spender."
"So, why did you let him near Jenny?"
She sighed. "He forced himself in, Mulder. It's not as if I could do
much about that."
"You were an FBI agent, Dana. You are also a medical doctor. You could
have done something!" He was feeling nauseous and angry and
frightened, and thinking 'I will not kill her, I will not kill her, I
will not kill her.'
"Listen. This is important. Krycek has a key that looks like it could
fit that locked cabinet you found in your mother's house."
"What is he doing with it?"
"I think the more pertinent question would be what was Spender doing
with it?"
After a long pause she asked, "Mulder are you still there?"
When Mulder did not respond she continued, "Mulder, Krycek brought
information with him as well as this key. Documents that he says claim
that you were experimented on as a boy and that whoever did these
tests, these experiments, had no idea if it had affected your ability
to conceive. These documents also mention that the only way for you to
conceive would be for you to be abducted by the aliens for further
study."
Mulder paused. That was the first he heard of that information. As the
full implications of what she was saying sank in, he closed his eyes
and groped blindly with his free hand. Walter was there, gripping his
hand tightly, and he took a deep breath, before asking in a small,
tired voice, "Dana, does that mean Jenny really isn't mine?"
Dana sighed. "I don't know. I wish I knew. I want Jenny to be yours,
Fox. I don't think I can take learning otherwise, even if it turns out
to be the truth. But, if you want...Krycek has this key. Maybe to
that cabinet, and maybe to more."
Mulder sucked in his breath. "He wants information doesn't he?"
"Of course."
"About me."
"Yes."
"Shit."
Mulder thought quickly;, he could always destroy the cabinet, without
ever finding out what was in it. It was iron, though, and would take
some doing, but he was sure the Gunmen would help. Even Walter, if it
was what he wanted. But was it what he needed? To let it go, to never
know for sure? For all he knew there could be something else inside
the cabinet. It may house more information that had been kept away
from him. He didn't know if he wanted to face it. But he knew that
whatever it was inside that cabinet was information about his
father-his birth father. He put his forehead onto the phone handle,
trying to decide.
"Fox, what's wrong?" asked Skinner, concerned, "What is it?"
Mulder shook his head. He had to be the one to decide this on his own.
Just then the baby inside him seemed to move and he gasped, his hand
going to his stomach instinctively. He had never felt that before and
he was stunned. His legs became wobbly and he nearly fell. Skinner
took the phone out of his hand barked gruffly into it, "Dana, he will
call you back."
Without further ado, Skinner hung up the phone, then scooped Mulder up
and laid him on the couch as if he weighed nothing. Mulder knew he had
gained a good 20 pounds at least since the beginning of his pregnancy
and he had the stretch marks to prove it, but Walter lifted him with
ease, and somehow his lover's strength seemed to soothe him.
"Baby, tell me, are you hungry, thirsty? Are you in pain?" Walter
looked worriedly into his eyes and stroked his hair, which helped even
more.
Mulder just shook his head. "I think I fully realized that I am
carrying a life in my body. I am carrying a child. A child that will
be ours, Walter. I don't care who knows about it. I want to be proud
of this pregnancy instead of hiding it. I want to shout it out loud
and tell the world about it." He felt that quiver in his abdomen
again, and he grabbed Walter's other hand and laid it across his
stomach. A moment later there was another movement, and Walter stared
at him with something akin to wonder. Everything else was forgotten
for a moment as they grinned stupidly at one another, and waited for
another sign of life. But apparently, whoever was residing inside
Mulder had decided the show was over for now, and after another moment
or two of warm silence, Mulder continued with what he had been saying.
"I think the next step will have to involve a certain rat we all know
and despise being let in on our little secret. Then we can decide how
to go on from there."
"You're talking about Krycek?! Again?! Why is he always popping up at
the weirdest and most inconvenient times?"
"He found out that I might not be Jenny's father, Walter."
"Wh-How? And why would you trust him?"
"He has documents from Spender. I am fairly sure it is legitimate-" he
snorted, wondering at the word he had just used. "I have a feeling I
will finally know who my real father was but I have to tell Krycek
about this-" he indicated his stomach. "And then he's willing to deal,
once he knows what is going on with me." He shrugged. "Who knows why
he's interested, but the bottom line is, he has the key to a locked
cabinet that may contain everything I-we-need to know. It may even
have information that reveals what is happening to me and how or, at
least, why."
Skinner listened patiently the entire time he spoke, but after he
finished, he rose from his crouch beside the sofa and growled, "I
think I will take care of the rat myself, Fox. It's about time!"
"Walter-wait!"
But Walter had risen and was walking out the door, his keys in hand,
before Mulder could finish.
Title: Pregnant Mulder (4/?)
Author: Bertie
Date: 4/03/01
Fandom: X-Files
Pairing: M/Sk
Category: Schmoop, with a side order of angst
Rating: PG-13, again?! yes its shocking!!
Status: WIP
Archive: yes
Feedback: bertie45@a...
Series/Sequel: 4/?
Notes: Special note to my lovely beta, the Goddess Michele...I
changed a little thing...can you tell;)
Mulder rose up from the couch like a sounding whale and hobbled
slowly over to the phone, delighted to discover that he could add
swollen ankles to his list of "shitty things in Mulder's life
today." He quickly dialed Dana's number and told her that Walter was
on his way over and was acting completely ape-shit.
Dana scoffed, "What is with you two? I can't leave you alone for one
day and without one or both of you suddenly turning into pre-
adolescent Neanderthals!"
Mulder gave a long-suffering sigh, as if he'd heard this accusation
before, and said, "I don't know, Dana, it may have something to do
with a certain person you are currently harboring." He couldn't keep
the tinge of sarcasm out of his voice, and Scully reacted to it with
uncharacteristic anger.
"Harboring? You act as if it is totally a choice on my part!"
"You could have just told him to fuck off."
"You come here and tell him that," she growled impatiently.
He laughed suddenly. "I'm sorry I am being such an ass, Dana-chock it
up to hormones, I guess. I am worried about what Walter will do,
though. Maybe you should tell Krycek to leave while he still has one
good arm, not to mention a head on his shoulders."
"No, I will not." She knew she was being more stubborn about this
than she should have been, but seemed helpless to stop herself. "
Let's see if Walter can handle himself in front of me without turning
into a complete idiot."
Mulder smiled, knowing immediately who would have the upper hand in
any confrontation between his lover and his best friend. In this
case, size definitely didn't matter. "I think you have it under
control, then."
"You better believe it. Talk to you later."
He hung up the phone and then waddled over to the kitchen to prepare
some food for himself and Walter, his mind divided between wondering
if Walter would come out of this unscathed, and wondering if there
were any more pickles in the cupboard-he had a craving. This last
thought made him smile and brush a hand across his thickening waist.
*~~~*
Walter banged on Dana's door just a few short minutes after Dana had
hung up the phone. She opened the door but and immediately declared,
not giving him a chance to speak: "If you come in here and upset
Jenny, I will murder you."
Walter stared at Dana as if she had turned into a pelican. He, then
quickly composed himself and sighed, "I just wanted to tell that
little jerk that he had best keep away from Mulder and..."
There was Krycek holding Jenny on his hip.
"Wa-Wa!" Jenny called out to her favorite human being, after Mommy,
of course.
"Hey, baby. How are you doing?" Walter's gruff exterior melted in
front of the smiling cherub whom he quickly took away from his enemy
with surprising gentleness.
"Pwaying with Unca Awex," she lisped.
"Uncle 'Awex', huh?" he glared at Alex but said nothing, merely
carried Jenny into the living room to play.
"So, is he here to tell me what's what?" Alex asked Dana.
"I think he wants to tell you to go jump in a lake, but I have a
feeling he won't be doing much for awhile except playing with Jenny.
She loves the attention, and always sleeps so soundly after he plays
with her." As an afterthought, she murmured, "And he loves being with
her, almost like a father."
"Well, good, because I think I was about to have a sneezing fit."
"I don't think you're allergic to babies, Alex. I think you're
allergic to the baby powder."
"You're probably right, doc," he smiled at her broadly, and she
thought she should have been pissed off at the smirk and the words,
but instead she found sending her heart racing.
'Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck-' she stopped her mental chastising when she
realized that was exactly what she wanted to do with the dark haired,
green eyed ex-agent. She usually hated when someone called her 'doc',
and she didn't like the way her emotions were warring with one
another inside her. 'You are getting soft in your old age!' she
rebuked herself silently
Alex turned to watched Walter play with Jenny, while Dana went into
the kitchen to get them some iced tea and sandwiches, her inner
battle continuing. 'What, now you're going all domestic?!' she
screamed at herself. 'Trying to show him how good it can be?!' She
was only slightly surprised that her internal monologue had no effect
on the tasks before her, which she completed in short order, taking
food and drink out to the living room on a tray.
Walter immediately wolfed down a couple of sandwiches while Alex took
over playing with Jenny, who didn't seem to mind the switch in
playmates at all. She had formed an instant rapport with the young
man, bearing none of the malice that everyone over the age of three
seemed to find for Krycek within hours of meeting him, justified or
not.
"She's a handful, Dana. Maybe you should let me and-" Walter stopped
that thought, looking surreptitiously at Alex.
Then he sighed. "Mulder wants me to just tell him outright, but maybe
I can bluff my way out of it."
"Are you going to take A-Krycek to his mother's residence?"
"Whatever for?"
Dana groaned at the lack of communication that had apparently taken
place between Fox and Walter, and then patiently explained about the
documents and the key. Alex and Jenny ignored the grown-up talk,
taking pleasure instead in discovering how many toes the baby had,
and just how hard she could pull Krycek's hair.
"Actually, that's perfect. I will take him over to the house, open
the cabinet, get the documents out then stuff him in it," he said it
so calmly; but Dana could tell he would do it easily, needing only
the flimsiest of excuses, or none at all.
"Oh, no you don't. You will either take him over there and treat him
with respect or stay here with Jenny while I go with him!" Her voice
was low, but Walter recognized the inherent threat in it, and his
curiosity was peaked. Before he could question her motives, however,
Alex approached the two of them, holding a suddenly very sleepy baby
in his arms, shooting Walter an unreadable look, then turning his
gaze on Dana and offering her a somehow shy smile, as if to say 'now
what do I do with her?'
"C'mon, Jenny. Time for nighty night," Dana said to her child,
plucked her easily out of Krycek's grip, taking her to her the
bedroom where her crib was.
Alex looked at Walter expectantly, wondering if he was going to start
something. The big man waited until Dana was out of the room before
he said calmly, "You will not intimidate any of us to get what you
want. Got that?"
Alex nodded, knowing to step carefully. He was always impressed by
the sheer presence the older man exuded when he entered a room. It
wasn't just his height, although he was at least an inch taller, and
it wasn't the impressive muscles he kept hidden under those
conservative clothes, he just had one of those personalities that
entered the room before he did. Alex smiled to himself as Walter
shifted uncomfortably under his scrutiny.
"I think we can work something out, Krycek." Walter conceded so
quickly that it made Alex nervous, but he didn't interrupt as the
older man continued: "Dana mentioned that key you have. If we go
together to check it out, then I will reveal to you what you want to
know."
"I think I already know, Skinner. I am not a total idiot, despite
what Mulder or you might think. The aliens experimented on him. That
much is obvious. But I cannot imagine that the grand plan was to turn
him into a couch potato."
Skinner smiled enigmatically at Krycek. "I think more will be
revealed at the old Mulder residence, Krycek."
Krycek nodded and they were about to leave when Dana stopped them,
having gotten Jenny down for her nap with a minimum of fuss, for
which she was dimly grateful.
"You two will behave yourselves! This is for the sake of Mulder's
health, and I think you both have his best interests at heart. But-"
This last she directed expressly at Walter: "Old habits die hard, and
you need to remember what's at stake here."
"Very well, Dana. I will behave myself professionally. But I will
only do so unless I am otherwise provoked. That is all I can
guarantee."
Dana nodded, expecting nothing less from Walter, and trusting his
word. "And you, Alex?" She felt no qualms at demanding the same thing
of Krycek, although she might not be as believing of his words.
Alex smiled that pulse-racing smile again, and she suddenly wanted to
believe.
Alex loved the fact that Dana was calling him by his first name. "I
will behave myself, Dana."
Walter on the other hand was highly disturbed by the way Dana was
looking at and talking to Krycek. To him, Scully was the mother of
the second greatest love of his life, Jenny, and he did not like her
fraternizing with the enemy like she seemed to be doing. But he knew
better than to call her on it. At least not right now. That can wait
until later, he thought to himself, although, if the truth be told,
Krycek had not been his usual rat bastard self since Walter had been
there. It almost warranted further thought, but he set it aside, with
the rest of the questions in his mind, opting for action now, knowing
it was his strong suit, and knowing that it was his way of doing what
he hoped was for the best for everyone involved. Until this situation
was resolved to his satisfaction, he still had to admit that there
was something in Alex's smooth tone, almost like a purr, that sent a
chill up his spine. Not fear for himself, but rather a sense of
foreboding that eased not at all when he noticed Dana's reaction to
Krycek's voice, which held the hint of a promise of more to
come. 'That bastard had better not come near Jenny's mother, again,'
he thought.
"Come on," he growled. Krycek followed willingly enough.
*~~~*
Once they had established the fastest route to the Mulder family
home, they jumped into their respective vehicles and drove off, with
Skinner leading because of his superior knowledge of the route.
Walter was glad to take a break from Krycek's presence. He wondered
why he felt even more discomfited around the man than usual, and a
mental picture of his favorite petite redhead came to him suddenly.
'Yes, Dana's sudden trust in him is frightening.' he thought, but
something else nagged at him and he tried hard to put his finger on
it.
'Jealousy? Am I jealous of Krycek? Or am I-god! Am I jealous of
Dana?'
He quickly admonished himself for even thinking that. He knew he had
no reason to be jealous of Dana. 'Sure the guy is cute, there is no
doubt about that, but he is no Fox!' he growled to himself. Suddenly
a thought came unbidden in his mind of a certain Lieutenant in the
Marines that made him wonder about his sexuality for the first time
back in those first frightening days of his tour of duty. He'd had
black hair and green eyes but hadn't been quite as pretty as Krycek.
'Oh shit!' Now he wondered if being alone with the guy was such a
great idea.
*~~~*
Dana was settling down for the night, curled up in satin pajamas with
a cup of tea on the coffee table, wanting to get plenty of sleep
tonight, knowing that Jenny would be up early, and wanting to be able
to enjoy more quality time with her child without being too tired.
Without thinking about it, she started straightening up the files
that Krycek had left with her. A single paragraph caught her eye and
distracted her momentarily. It was about Skinner's nanobytes. She
knew that the technology that had nearly killed her old supervisor
was far in advance of what today's supposedly modern technology was
capable of, just as she knew that the technology's intended medical
uses would be astounding if ever used properly. She was sorry that it
was Skinner who was the unwitting guinea pig on the evil uses of that
technology.
She picked up the sheets that were shoved randomly into the files and
began to read about it.
*~~~*
Mulder was wondering what was happening with his lover. Gleeful
images of Walter choking Alex Krycek to death competed with equally
vivid images of Dana kicking the crap out of both men. At last he
gave in to his anxiety. He called Dana's and she quickly picked up.
"Hey, there." She answered brightly after he identified himself. "
Did you know that Skinner's nanobytes were intended to establish the
first ever 'baby keeper?'"
Her swift introduction of an unknown subject caught him off guard,
but just for a moment. "Dana, are you on drugs? Where is Walter?"
"Oh, sorry I was just reading some of these files that Krycek left
with me."
"Wonderful, I see that you seem to be getting on swimmingly with the
double-crosser."
Dana ignored that comment and told him, "Walter and Alex have gone
together to your mother's house."
"So its 'Alex' now, is it? I see."
"Mulder, can we talk about something else? You sound like a broken
record."
"Sure. Fine. Whatever. What is this 'baby keeper' thing you are
talking about?"
"Well, it seems that in the event of a woman being incapable of
conceiving, a fertilized egg could be implanted in the womb
and 'guarded' by the nanobytes or 'baby keeper' as its called in
these papers."
"Dana, do you think this technology was used on you?"
Dana paused in shock. She hadn't even thought of that, having
convinced herself that something had just finally worked and she had
become pregnant despite the times she had tried to conceive
unsuccessfully with Mulder through artificial insemination. She did
not want to believe it was from some alien technology used on her
to 'keep good Spender stock' going as she had read at one point.
"Maybe it was, but...I don't...I -Jenny could still be yours, right?"
Dana's voice suddenly grew small and nervous, and Mulder sympathized
with her fears.
"Dana, I am sure she is mine. She certainly has my stubborn streak."
Dana sighed and giggled a bit. "She also has your eyes, Mulder. They
were the thing that made me fall in love with you right off."
Fox grinned. "I always knew you had the hots for me."
"Only in your dreams, G man!"
Fox laughed. "That's the Dana I know and love!"
Dana snorted. "OK. Fine," then suddenly sobered, " but I wonder if
this technology is what is keeping you pregnant?"
"You are probably right. I was thinking that Skinner's nanobytes
might have had something to do with it. I swear the only time that
this would've occurred was when the condom broke. Your lectures on
the use of them alone kept us careful."
"Unless they were implanted in you while you were abducted, in which
case it would have nothing to do with Walter."
Mulder didn't like the sound of that. "Wouldn't they have shown up on
the tests you did on me?"
"Hmm. Unless the technology has become so advanced that the nanobytes
are now virtually undetectable by us."
"Dana, I'm shocked. You quit the X-files and now you start sounding
like me! It just isn't right."
"I think Reyes and Doggett are excellent investigators, Fox. They are
making quite a name for themselves."
"Now you're making me jealous-suddenly I'm itching to go back in the
field," Mulder gave a long-suffering sigh.
"Oh no, Mulder, I'm not you."
"Yeah, you are the bionic woman, I forgot."
"I certainly feel like it, what with work, no work, new work and a
new child. And I must be superhuman, since Jenny was able to survive
all those times while you were gone."
Mulder knew Scully wasn't trying to make him feel guilty, but he let
himself anyway. "Hmm...all that. I think I will still stick with my
iron man."
Dana giggled. "Good, I think he will be sorely pissed if you brushed
him off now considering the fact that you are probably carrying his
child."
"I wish we could be sure about that, Dana."
"Well, I guess we won't fully know until after the child is born. But
don't borrow worries, Mulder. I do not want you to go through what I
did. You stay safely there at Skinner's and hopefully the boys will
be back later this evening."
"Well, looks like this tuna casserole will just have to be for me and
the baby," Mulder grinned as his stomach growled in response.
"Tuna casserole?" Mulder could actually hear Dana raising an
eyebrow. "I am sure Walter will be highly upset at missing that."
"Don't push it. You were doing so well, there."
"Good night, Fox. Jenny 's going to be up in less than six hours, so
I have to get my sleep when I can. And remember, no needless
worrying!"
"Good night, my sweet Dana." He made exaggerated kissing noises into
the receiver, then hung up on her gentle laughter.
Dana snorted once more before hanging up. She did miss their talks
and it was nice to be able to laugh again. She had been on edge for
far too long, and she knew that a big part of the problem was not
having her best friend around so often. As she went about the
apartment shutting off lights and locking doors, she vowed to spend
more time with Fox, for the sake of both their sanities.
*~~~*
Walter opened the Mulder house with the keys that Mulder had given
him, which he kept on a ring with his own. Alex followed him into the
dark house and Walter tried the lights. Some were working, which was
handy, although Walter was surprised that the electricity was still
on. Probably because Mulder hadn't had time to change anything with
the house since he came back.
"Now, what I remember about this iron cabinet that Mrs. Mulder had,
is that it was in the dining area, near the china cabinet."
Alex allowed Walter to lead the way. He was getting miffed, watching
the big man moving in front of him.. It was down right disturbing how
Skinner made him feel hot and bothered and yet cold and angry all at
once. He was too much like all the other older big men who had taken
from him and never given back. Betraying Skinner before was easy.
Knowing that this man was responsible for what was happening to
Mulder, though he wondered to what extent now, just pissed him off to
no end. Watching the man move about and the muscles rippling across
his back and shoulders was disquieting to say the least.
Walter moved the furniture about like it was made of paper, and Alex
got even more upset when it didn't exactly turn him green with envy
but rather red with desire. 'Think about igloos,' he warned
himself. 'Iceland, the president, Mulder-'
That did it. But it also pissed him off all over again as his lust
started to fade. The object of his affection for so long now was the
object of his disgust. 'That's right,' he thought, 'Skinner's the
reason Mulder's as fat as a stuffed turkey on Thanksgiving Day.' Half
of his mind warred with the other, and just when he thought
the 'Walter's a bastard' side was winning, his thoughts of vengeance
were interrupted by the other side:
'Will you take a look at that!' he sent the thought to his eyes, and
parts south, when he looked up to see Walter flexing muscles all
throughout his body as he pushed the iron cabinet away from the wall
to get easier access to it from the rest of the furniture.
His musings were interrupted when Skinner huffed, "There. Now see if
that key doesn't fit."
Alex nodded, not wanting to break his hold over his control just now
by having his voice betray anything. He bent down and stuck the key
in and turned it. It unlocked and they both breathed a sigh of
relief.
"Let's see what that black-lunged bastard left for Mulder," growled
Skinner.
Alex pulled it open with his one good hand and stared into the dark
recesses. There, on top of some papers, was a palm pilot.
"Shit! Gimme that!" barked Skinner. But Alex had already reached in
before Skinner could take over.
Alex grinned devillishly up at Skinner from his crouched position.
Skinner felt like a complete idiot. He should have known better than
to trust a jackal like Krycek.
"Listen, Krycek, you want information, I can give it to you, but
please-" He cringed at the petulant fear he heard in his own voice,
but, with memories of nanobytes past still fresh in his memories and
in his nightmares, he was unable to stop it.
Alex's grin broadened. Skinner made a lunge for it and they
struggled. Suddenly Skinner gasped and fell away.
"Fuck, Skinner. I didn't do that, I swear!" Alex didn't know if
Skinner could hear him, but he knew he hadn't activated anything, and
all his former evil thoughts faded away as the big man fell at his
feet, gasping in pain.
Alex manipulated the tiny computer in a way he knew how and suddenly
Skinner stopped twitching but he was knocked out cold. He reached for
his cell phone and voiced several choice Russian cursewords when he
thumbed the on switch; it was dead. He had to get a hold of the
lovely red haired doctor.