Updated PartTitle: Another Chance 1 / 5
Author: Alex Quinn
Fandom: X-Men
Pairing: Logan / Scott
Summary: Remembering something lost makes Logan want another chance to give it another try.
Archive: Yes, but ask first.
Rating: NC-17 (see warning)
Parts: 5
Status: WIP
Series/Sequel: None as of yet.
Website: None
Disclaimer: Marvel may own the boys, but I just borrow them a lot to have more fun.
Authors notes & Warnings: Ok BIG warning in this one. a small part of this fic has rape in it. It's only a small part, but I had to warn everyone.
~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~As Scott and Logan walked through the mall Scott noticed that Logan had stopped and was staring at something in a window looking so sad. He moved over and looked in to be completely surprised that it was a baby store and sitting on a dresser was a little red plush Teddy Bear with white snowflakes on it. Scott frowned wondering what would cause this. . .
'Did he loose a child?' He thought and cleared his throat.
"What?" Logan asked breaking out of whatever revere he had been in and went to walk on.
"Are you ok?" Scott asked.
"Yeah, why are ya askin?" Logan asked with a frown.
"You looked so sad."
"Just thinkin that's all."
Scott didn't press the issue instead he just followed him to his truck.
Once back all Scott could think of was that look and the little bear. With a deep sigh he went to Charles' office.
"Is there something I can help you with Scott?" Charles asked with a smile that dropped to a frown seeing the expression on Scott's face.
"Can I talk to you?"
"Of course."
Scott walked in closing the door to take a seat.
"Is something bothering you Scott?"
"When you read Logan's mind did you pick up on him having a child?"
"Why do you ask?"
"While we were at the mall he had stopped to stare at a little Teddy Bear in a baby store. He looked so sad."
"Hmm, I don't think he has ever had any children."
"Maybe he was just thinking about his late wife, and that they never had the chance to have any?"
"It could be. Give him time."
"I will. Thanks," Scott said with a small smile and left.
Logan stood looking out the window of the library thinking. Thinking back to the child he never had the chance get to know. That had been lost even before he had the chance to deliver it. He placed his hand to his stomach and let the tears fall that he had held back all this time.
Scott walked not thinking of where he was going and stopped hearing a soft weeping coming from the library. He looked in to find Logan crouched by the window crying with his arms wrapped around his stomach. He frowned not knowing what to think. He just went in and placed a gentle had on his shoulder.
"Logan, what is it?" He asked softly.
"Wha?!" Logan gasped falling back.
"Whoa! It's ok Logan, I didn't mean to startle you," Scott said reaching out for him again to help him to his feet.
"Sorry you had to see me like this Scott," he said and wiped his face off.
"Why?"
"I ain't usually this weak."
"Logan, crying is not being weak. I don't think of you as less of a man for that."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Thanks."
"Want to talk about it?"
"Nah. Thanks for offerin though."
"Need anything else?"
Logan's mind went right to the thought of Scott giving him another chance to have the child he had lost and closed his eyes to sigh deeply.
"Logan, are you sure your ok?"
"No."
"I didn't think so," Scott said softly to reach out and wrapped his arms around Logan pulling him close for a hug.
Logan couldn't fight it any longer and broke down again crying his heart out hugging Scott back.
Scott frowned and just held onto him to rub his back once and a while. He then somehow managed to get him to his room and them on the bed. He just held him close as he slept having cried himself to sleep.
A while later Logan woke and stiffened feeling that he was laying down as well as being held by someone that would rub his arm and back tenderly.
"You ok now?" Scott asked his arm just wrapping around him as he gave him a tender hug.
"Yeah, I think so. What happened?"
"You broke down in the library, so I got you in your room and to lay down. You then fell asleep."
"Oh."
"Feel better?"
"Yeah. Thanks," he said and went to sit up but Scott stopped him.
"Just rest. I don't mind. In fact I like holding you like this."
"You do?" Logan asked laying back down letting Scott tuck his head under his chin again.
"Mmm, Hmm. Don't you?"
Logan thought about it and realized that he did and let out a deep sigh sounding content.
"I'll take that as a yes," Scott said with a soft laugh.
"Scott?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you like me?"
"Yes. I may feel more than that for you."
"Like?"
"Love."
"You love me?" Logan asked and this time he pulled back to look down at him to see him smiling warmly.
"Yes, I love you Logan," he said and pulled him down for their first kiss.
Logan let his eyes slide closed as he kissed him back. He moaned as he felt Scott shift and let him settle between his spread legs, but this wasn't what he wanted so he pulled back making him frown.
"Logan?" Scott asked with a frown thinking that he had done something wrong.
"I'd. . . I'd like it if you made love to me."
"Your sure?"
"Yes."
"Do you have lube?"
"Of course," Logan grinned and grabbed it to get up and stripped.
Scott grinned and jumped up to strip then pulled Logan close for a deep passionate kiss.
They made love to sleep wrapped around each other. When they woke in the middle of the night they made love again this time Logan made love to Scott. After they lay snuggling under the covers.
"Logan?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I ask you something even if it bothers you?"
"You want to know why I was so upset before?"
"Yes. What happened?"
"I lost my first baby. . . it just started to move when I lost it. Had only felt it's first kick."
"I'm sorry. . . wait, you mean you can get pregnant?!"
"Yeah."
"Logan!" Scott gasped pulling back to sit up.
"What?"
"Then why didn't you say something, or have me use a condom?"
"I hate them. Doesn't feel the same."
"Yes, I know that, but?"
"I wanted to take the chance that I'd get to have another baby. Are you mad?"
"No," Scott said with a sigh to lay back down.
"Have you ever wanted any children?"
"With Jean I did, but I think I'd like to with you as well."
Logan just let out a relieved sigh and relaxed again.
They fell asleep to wake wrapped around each other and smiled.
"Hmm, mornin babe," Logan said and gave him a passionate kiss.
"Mmm, good morning luv," Scott said when Logan pulled back to get up.
"Want to. . . oh god Scott!" Logan started to ask only to groan as Scott leaned over to take his hard cock into his mouth and sucked.
"Hmm, do I want to what?"
"Make love right now!" Logan moaned to pounce on him and made mad passionate love to him.
"Oh god LOGAN!" Scott moaned as he came hard.
"SCOTT!" Logan howled as he came.
"Wow! Some way to start the morning," Scott said with a grin to meet Logan in a passionate kiss.
"Yep. What to share a shower?"
"Sure."
They got up and climbed into the shower only for Scott to press Logan up against the tiles. He quickly stretched him then guided his way in to stop once he was in all the way.
"God Scott!" Logan groaned.
"Love you," Scott moaned and began to thrust.
"Gods yes! Love you Scott!" Logan groaned and came hard in Scott's hand as he reached around him to pump him to a hard climax to come hard again himself.
"Gods Logan! Feels so damn good to be in you," he moaned then carefully pulled out.
"Hmm, so does that mean you'll want to be in me a lot?"
"Oh yeah."
Logan just grinned to kiss him deeply.
They washed to get out and dressed.
"So what were you going to ask earlier?"
"I was wondering if you wanted to share a room now that we're lovers?"
"Yes."
They quickly moved Scott's stuff into Logan's room and said nothing at breakfast.
"Well you two seem to be in a rather good mood," Charles said with a smile.
Both just smiled as they sat down and ate.
A.